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Dear Fellow,
I am requesting a prayer from anyone who would read my cries and agonies. I am a 24 year old trying to be a entrepreneur. I started a small business here in Dubai UAE. The nature takes its course and here I am lying in my own room, broke. No work, no office, expired business license, fully bankrupt with approximately 65,000 $ debt. I tried to pull in my strength I have and from people around me but they have given up on me maybe because they cannot help and their only source of money is me. I tried to work things out but there are some things left unavoidable. People around me tend to give their high expectations from me and I don’t want to fail them, I stood with all the confidence I have and all the strengths I can show to them... And guess what.... I fail. I just fail. Now they are all gone, no friends, no relationship, and I think even family would hate me for what I am now.
Fiends, the people I owe has given me 48 hours to 72 hours starting today for them to be paid. And honestly speaking I am trying to find ways to end this all.
SUICIDE.
I have countless ask God's help and he answer me with a big NO. I asked him if I am worthy with all of these then it's fine but it's been 2 years now and all is the same. I can't clear my mind with what night be a better thing to do. I I fear answering my cell phone as it turns out people say insulting words like I can't keep my promise.... I am a liar (about not keeping the due date)... I am irresponsible... they scream the hell out of everything, because I owe them and they feel that they have the right to kill me this way.
If God don't want to listen to me, please help me pray to him because I am nearly losing it....
Thanks much RC, God knows how hard I tired to keep my sanity and keep the faith that He will provide my needs. You are right, sometimes we have to let ourselves pause for awhile to hear what might God is saying to us. What directions He is pertaining towards the deliverance of our problem.
I clearly await God's plan for me and excitedly wants to share some praise report here is the right time comes for me.
God bless!
Dear "J",
Loosing yourself in your pain is the worst thing you can do for yourself. When we do not hear God it can often mean that we are not listening to what he is telling us. Take a deep breath, close your eyes, clear your mind, and just listen. Maybe go outside, somewhere free from distractions. God's natural beauty is in the woods, at the beach, etc. Somewhere that you can go to clear your mind and listen to God's beauty.
I believe in life that our free will sometimes distracts us from God's mission in our life. Take the time to go away and clear your mind, let god inside your heart, mind, body and soul. Do now allow all your troubles cloud your life. Let God bring out the wonderful you and set aside the agony in your life. You are not a looser, you have not failed anyone. You took a gamble, tried something you thought would work. Look towards God for your inspiration...he will provide.
Thank you, Nakisha. Thanks be to God that I am still here. Mind if I share to you that I have been detained already, twice but God puts me away of the cold prison though I should say the process is slow & painful. I am still going home after work in my house although I guess my landlord will not renew this to me anymore because of my delayed payments. I still work alone with my small business & I cut off my rent to cost effectively work things out. It's very hard I should tell you but needless to say, I am still here & I have grown a spiritual wisdom I never thought I'd have. I learned to know that things dont move as we would have moved it, things move according to God and His will. I learned to trust & give my whole sanity to Him because I came to an end where in I am losing the tiny rope of hope I have. I prayed hard & smile for the reason that whatever I may have due to this debt problem is probably the lesson I should know in order to continue living. I am in debt still, and day by day is a deadline for me. But I don't know, In a miraculous way, I feel ok than before. I asked God for forgiveness too, and I feel forgiven. Though things are much worst now because all of my money debt's interest piled up, I've never felt so overwhelmed ever... that I know the ONE I am entrusting my problem with is the ultimate source of all the solutions & deliverance us, human, could ever have.
I love God and I love whatever He is doing to me...
AMEN!
I pray you are well and if you are reading this God just proved even one more day that satan can't have the last say so. God is in control, the only problem is we don't see it because we expect God to move like we would. God is not limited to time nor man's resource and if God is not frantically moving you must know He doesn't see the threat of the enemy as something worth worrying about. You need to first give your life to Jesus and if you have then confess your sins to God, because worry is a sin, and then be obedient to God's Word, get a good church that teaches the true Word of God and not just a feel good message. Also, God gives you peace and would not come to you in a desperate time of need and tell you, No so coldly, because He gives you a way out of every temptation. He wouldn't just tell you that and not help you out of the hole you are in. Don't you ever wonder what is driving you to ask the people of God to pray for you? God is drawing you to Him but He does it in such a way that we can't tell. Pay attention to the smaller things. God speaks to us in a still, small, voice. Look at how you are still here, you are breathing even another breath, you didn't die from starvation, etc. These are the little things we take for granted but are God's ways of helping us and showing us He loves us. God says in 1John chapter 2:15-17 (paraphrased) to not love the world or the things of it. He also says how the things of the world will pass away. Life is a gift and the devil is jealous about the present God gave you so He wants to plot to steal it away any way he can. The first way is by cutting off your relationship with God. God Bless!
Patricia, thank you so much! You dont know how happy I am to hear what you said. I kept it here in my heart as I have nobody to turn to right now. Some people show they care but they can't keep up as they have their own set of problems also. Thank you and may God bless you for all the things you made me feel. I am still here, I am still alive and enduring all these man made miseries.
I will wait for the beutiful days you are telling me...
Dear J. Wadsworth,
What has happened to you? Are you there? Are you ok?Your heartfelt email touched and moved me. I pray you are ok. These things you speak of may feel overwhelming to you but they are temporary...You are so young, life will get good again. You will be back on top again and you will have such appreciation and love for each little thing in life. Can't you claim bankruptcy, let people sue you as others suggested and just let the chips fall where they may as you can't pay them right now...and dust yourself off and start all over again. Things can and will turn around...but never never give up, lose hope and faith and esp. want to end it....beautiful days are ahead, around the corner...you won't want to miss that...God bless ...You are loved and appreciated.
sir i tell you no do not think about suicide belive me it is only a temporary answer i was and still am in a battle with it but i have godly people whom care and belive it makes a difference I WANT YOU TO KNOW GOD REALLY DOES LOVE YOU i fouind out at a chapel service one morning and when you know this all i can say is that there is nothing that can separate from his love.
Dear Fellows!
Linda, Michelle... and all...
Thank you for a wonderful time you have given me by just reading your thoughts and prayers of concern from me. I would have come with you to a park or something to meditate and pray or just merely listen to humming birds as if I do not have any burdens at all. For an update, my OFFICE rent money has not arrived yet that is including in the total amount of what I need.
It's just 2500$ but the landlord came in and sue me straight to the police. Oh my heaven! People there are so brutal (I am in middle east, mind me sayign that) Brutal or not I still feel the fear I have not felt my whole life. This is my first encounter with the police but the good thing though is they let me out and gave me 6 days to come up with 2500$. That is just one of the problems. Remember, I still have like 50,000$ more to take care of and I can't find the words now to describe hoe brave I become while reading all your messages. I still have time and God will be right always besides me.
65,000$ - God is more than that!
Please keep on sending your messages and prayers....
Your friend in need,J. Wadsworth
Suicide is the Devils ultimate goal for us. Money ,money,money. Wonder why its the root of evilhuh? Well you have seen what it does havent you? My friend if you were here I would give you a big ol hug and take a nice ride out by the beautiful lake and park and just talk and pray . We would have no money in our pockets.No worries. Only peace with God and everything beautiful.Clear your mind from all this MAN MADE PROBLEMS The mans ink on paper money is nothing you should want to kill yourself over. Come on now. Just tell them to sue you. They may or may not. However they cant squeeze blood from a tomatoe right. Ok, please just change your number.Relocate.Start new and you are too young to take on so much financial responsibility right now. You will be successful one day.Now is not your time. Weve all failed.Jesus took 33 years to tell everyone about Gods grace. Look what all he had to endure. Im sure a few phone calls would have been so much easier for Jesus than that hot metal sword going thru his side. You need to go th church and get involved with people who put God first . Try it please. dont commit suicide. Ive felt like it so many times when I was junkie my kids were taken away, I lived in a shed. It can be so much worse my friend.You have failed -for now. Find strength in God,pray,relentlessly.God will bless you one day.Hes real busy too ya know.Remember that okay.Patience.Im praying for you...................I promise.~Michelle
It is so overwhelming that though I body is too tired from work, all your words kept on reviving my spirit. I have read that God uses physical form for Him to deliver his message and so He did.
I am reposting my thoughts to the "PRAYER" link as instructed to me by our good friend, Linda. And I promise to keep an update on how everything has been working on me.
Your friend in need,
Jonah Wadsworth
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